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T1diabetic for 25+ years. 2 successful pregnancies. Teacher of high school math. Married. Love to cook, strive to be healthy and happy, love my pets, love to garden,...

Wednesday, October 10, 2012

I Won!

After a long patient time, I found out a week ago that I won my ordinary disability claim with the State of Maryland Retirement.  I can now retire.  It is a bittersweet decision, but I believe the right one.

I have found ways to connect with young people to encourage those who need positivity in their lives.  I am also considering volunteering in a program called AVID at the high school to tutor students.  If there is misbehavior with students, I can opt out of helping them.  I may also consider tutoring privately in math.

I spend my days visiting friends, riding my horse and taking life at a much slower pace.  This gives me time to manage my diabetes and live my life with much less stress.  During my time off, I have thought a lot about my life.  It has taken me this long to realize, my thoughts and attitude are in my hands.  No one can make me happy.  I am the only one who can make me happy.  I will not tolerate others bullying or negativity, nor will I allow it to make me unhappy.  Stating this clearly to others, has reduced their abuse on me and actually allowed them to have a more positive attitude.  Clearly better for everyone!  Life is far too short to be miserable.

I have one more claim to file.  I will keep you posted on how it goes.

By the way, we are in my most favorite time of year.  The days are cooler, yet not too cold.  The woodstove has been fired up to take the chill off and the coziness of being home is wonderful.  Sometimes, I wish the days were longer since the sun's presence keeps depression from trying to creep in.  Mostly, I am very happy and grateful for my life.  Being able to cook again and allowing heat from cooking into the house is a pleasure.  Cooking in the summer is difficult.  By freezing, canning, and dehydrating, I am able to save money, live frugally and eat healthy.

Off to clean the kitchen floor!

Have a great day,
Tammy